LUST OR GONE ? I started well, a godly background had backed me up. I was doing just fine by myself with the aid of my real friends....


I started well, a godly background had backed me up. I was doing just fine by myself with the aid of my real friends...
the unfriendly friends, friends with deadly intentions covered with fake love came thereby obstructing my progress, thus they obstructed my healthy spontaneous life.
soon I was at the mercies of their ungodly deadly advice; there contributions and persuasions had pulled me off balance and soon i was off the right path and off I went without no bearing.
it started from being just friends and hommies and soon escalated to partners in heinous 'psychologic' crimes.

I am a woman, and I knew I was threading the wrong path but I felt its now or never because my friends had replaced my good heart with a plastic artificial one.
I found myself undergoing ungodly processes and it was like heaven on earth although heaven in hell....

I am a guy, I felt I had gained an extra point ahead of my hommies and soon ah would be winning the league.
I am a Lady, I felt ah was the best among my friends,  same friends that brought me into this deadly tournament of life and death. Thus I became the lady of the moment.
As a guy I thought It was a free point this time as I punched the green button and answered the call with enthusiasm.... it was my last game to be crowned king of the tournament, of course ah was ahead of my hommies..

my points for this game was certain but my soul without my knowledge begged for mercy.. ,
lo, my soul was the last black star in her crown.... for my soul was her ticket of lordship where she came from.. her sweet reaasurring words gave me no clue of what she was up to.. her age had whispered to my deaf ears and soon gave me a run for ur life look. but the wicked man in charge of my damned life had blinded my already dimmed retina and caused me to see not beyond what I saw (my end covered with deadly beautiful roses and ugly fragrance)
my soul is arrested and my prison cell is beyond even my own reach.
she was just to old for a young man like me... with shame I roam about from pillar to post seeking the near impossible solution....

As a lady I had badly overtaken my friends in the game and in no time I had fought like an angry beast over "clients" i had slandered, cursed, and soon I  became a murderer, I became the killer of kids.. same kids I had willingly and consciously asked for.... I had killed them all and now my chances are as slim as a strand of thread divided vertically by two. I had killed them in exchange for some coloured papers that would only last me half a life time if I spent them well.... but how could I spend them well?
soon nemesis came caressing my troubled soul and in no time the doors and windows of my guilty heart became filled with the ugly memory, the memory of my wasted years...
on countless occasion I had heard them wail and call from vengeance... all gathered to give me a supposedly warm welcome.... with weapons of war they cried from there gateless cells and waited patiently for me to cross over.

I see them on a regular basis, I see them all choked in their free prison,, free prison with no escape route. with no escape route they cried and waited for something that looks like vengeance, in unity they held their weapons all with the same instruments that had killed them"crying"

"crying"oh my scared self..... I  guess my fate is sealed. as I return to the dust. wishing it's not anytime soon..
I am a human and I have lived my life same way I never intended to because my friends and hommies had engineered everything, they might have been a changed creature now but my life and afterlife is at stake......

I am a human who needs help now after despising all the help I got even without asking...
one word for me.
one sentence for me.
one advice for me..
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Education Technology: LUST OR GONE ?
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